Saturday, October 11, 2014

“Pray Continually”

            1 Thessalonians 5:17 puts it simply, “Pray continually”. This has honestly always been a struggle for me because I sometimes fall into stubbornness and believe the lie that “I can do it on my own”. It's easy for me to get in a routine of praying when I wake up and before I go to sleep, but the reality is that I need to be in constant communication with Jesus to handle any situation I might face throughout the day. Conditioning myself to immediately run to Jesus in prayer constantly throughout the day, in moments of both despair and celebration, has been difficult, but so rewarding and eye opening. I’ve learned that when I talk to Jesus about what is going on (the big and even the little things), an immediate wave of comfort covers me. It doesn’t necessarily mean that the situation changes or things are better in that moment, but what I gain is so much more…peace that only comes from my Father and Best Friend, because of my choice to put my faith in Him. 
           
          Sharing my faith and who God is with my students and others here in Bolivia has opened my eyes to such extreme spiritual warfare as I’m actively in this spiritual battle daily in ways I’ve never opened myself up to before. What joy we have in the truth that God can and will give us peace that we can’t humanly fathom…and all we have to do is turn to him and accept this precious gift. As Philippians 4:7 says, “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

I recently listened to a powerful song "I Will Waste My Life" by Misty Edwards. Here are the lyrics:

“I will waste my life, I'll be tested and tried

With no regrets inside of me to find I'm at Your feet


I'll leave my father's house and I'll leave my mother

I'll leave all I have known and I'll have no other



I am in love with You There is no cost

I am in love with You There is no loss

I am in love with You I want to take Your name

I am in love with You I want to cling to You Jesus

Just let me cling to You Jesus

          The idea of “clinging” to Jesus really struck me. What powerful words. It made me think about how my relationship with Him is a daily choice and commitment. It is two-sided just like any other relationship. If I’m not in constant communication, giving my all, and being in His Word to learn more about Him…then what is the point of the relationship. 

          While discussing the importance of striving to be in the Word consistently with our 12th grade discipleship girls a few weeks ago, we began talking about what an authentic relationship with Jesus is. It was good to verbalize some simple truths that are sometimes so easy to forget…a relationship with Jesus is the most important relationship we will ever have, communication with Him is crucial throughout the day - every day, and we need to get to know Him by reading His Word consistently. After all, a relationship won’t continue if the elements of communication, trust, love, and wanting to continue to learn more about the other person are not present. If those things are priorities and crucial in our relationships with family, friends, significant other…shouldn’t they be evermore so in our relationship with Jesus? I want to cling to Jesus…every day, every week, every minute. That is my prayer for you as well!

            Time after time of trying to handle things by myself on my own strength just continued to break me down until I couldn’t do it anymore and finally ran to the One who could. Through being in constant communication with Jesus and giving him every part of my life and who I am, I am able to be in His perfect peace and receive strength through Him…especially in the midst of the storms and trials that will inevitably come in this shakable world.

            As we discussed this idea of God’s “unshakable” kingdom during our staff retreat a few weeks ago, we studied Hebrews 12:28-29 which says, “Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our God is a consuming fire.” I read a devotion recently by Mary Fairchild and felt that she really put this idea of Christ’s unshakable kingdom into perspective:

“When we entered into relationship with Jesus Christ, we received a kingdom that cannot be shaken. We may live in an unstable world with earthquakes, tsunamis, hurricanes, floods, tornados, oil spills, terrorist attacks, wars, market crashes, unemployment, sickness, grief, and millions of other things that attempt to rock our foundation and destroy our peace of mind.
Don't let these temporal things take your eyes off God. Life may seem scary right now, but God is an all-consuming fire. He wants your total trust and reverence. Always remember, we belong to an unshakeable kingdom.”

            It’s been on my heart for a while now to be in more continuous prayer for my students. However, I didn’t want to just stop there, I wanted to open up the door for others to join me in this opportunity to prayerfully support these precious kiddos. Prayer is powerful. So how incredible would it be to have people from all over the world prayerfully supporting these precious children? Therefore, you…my family, friends, colleagues…immediately came to mind!

            I currently have fifteen sweet kindergarten kiddos in my class. Since my kindergarteners have a half day on Tuesdays and Thursdays and leave at noon, I am also able to work with English language learning students during Tuesday/Thursday afternoons each week. I am currently working with five ELL students (one 2nd grader and four 1st graders: two of which were my kindergarten students last year).  All of these children come from a variety of backgrounds and faiths.

            My daily prayer is that I can be the hands and feet of Jesus as I love them and serve them. This is something I cannot do in my own strength or alone. I am looking for prayer partners for these incredible children! Would you consider committing to pray for a child here in La Paz? If this is something you would like to do, please respond to this blog post or email me (keporter22@gmail.com) and I will send you a picture of a child and a short biography (please let me know if you prefer a boy or girl). I will do my best to keep you updated on his/her progress and prayer needs. You can also send emails to this student and I will make sure to read them with him/her.

Psalms 145:18 “The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.”

Thank you for investing in my life and in the lives of children in Bolivia!

With much love,

Katie